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No...No I'm not okay.   
10:22pm 30/04/2006
  I feel like I'm descending into darkness every passing hour...I feel as if each day grows darker for me. Salvation is not in my path, only the misery of slowly falling into a deeper depression. The more of this world I see, the more I lose hope in humanity, in happiness, the only time I can smile is in a moment of ignorance, trying to block out every terrible thing I see. How this world dies every day, how people don't care anymore. People die every day for no reason, people steal, they kill, they hurt people to make themselves feel better.

I miss you dad...you were the one person I could look up to in this world, the one person who never compromised how he felt due to his surroundings, someone who remained himself till the day he died...I'll always love you and I hope I will see you again.

I love you Amanda...I'm sorry I haven't been there for you as much lately....I've been so miserable lately and selfish...I'm so sorry.

Out of work for the week because I pulled my back again, doctors orders. I guess he didn't wanna seem me in the E.R. for a third time, heh.
He's sweet.

Good night world, I hope one day I can wake up and look outside the window with anything but a sigh.

I pray for you all that you find happiness, and try not to let the little things get you down...It will be your downfall. Appreciate every day as an opportunity to make your life different day by day, repetition does nothing but make you feel your life has nothing interesting about it.		  
     
2 Dead - Make a Sacrifice
 
 
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